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well lets see... nothin exciting today....well im so freakin bored....i may go to the mall this weekend with Stephen if he can go...and iff so i am gonna see if he would like to see the dress im gettin.....one of my friends told me that i looked like a guy after p.e. which was so mean...i got a game tomorrow which will be very interesting concdering that fact that i can't hit really good....my batting has been off....well starting Mrach 4th..i got nothin but tourneys every weekend which shall be fun...! ready to win more 1st place trophies!! <3 Mr.BiVeNs Im Obsessed With A Few Things For him i`d smile whenever hes happy
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well im gonna go.....really bored..head hurts...fever..gonna go..update later <3 Mr.BiVeNs *-*-*-*QUOTES*-*-*- Sometimes you say the smallest thing, or smile & it makes my entire day better. You know you love someone when you can’t put into words how you feel Whenever I’m down you always make me smile. Whenever I need someone to talk to, I know you’ll listen for a while. Whenever I’m upset, I know you care...because whenever I’m lonely you’re always there Hold me close & don’t let go. I love you & I want you to know. I wanna be with you forever, from this day. I love you in every possible way . If love is so wonderful, then why does it make people cry? Breaking up is like a real bad cut, whether it takes a band-aid or stitches to heal, it still leaves a scar. true.so true. *-*-*- ICONS*-*-*-
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LmAo..got checked out today which was cool i guess... now im here all alone no one to talk to and just bored! well here are some quotes! 3<Mr.Bivens ...*..me..*... Sometimes we just don’t appreciate those people who really care for us until they leave us. Until we lose them. Then we regret. Outer beauty doesn’t matter; it’s the inner that counts. It’s better to tell someone how much you love time rather than to not tell them & lose them without telling them. You’ll regret. Love is when we fight until the very last minute, just to show & tell someone how much we love them. Ever have one of those days when someone comes up to you & ask you what’s wrong & you say that you don’t feel good & they ask what hurts & all you want to say is your heart Have you ever just been sitting there minding your own business when you hear that sad song come on the radio you just start to cry & you just can’t stop because at that moment all you want is to tell him how you feel. somewhere behind the athlete ive become, yOu WaLk bY aNd mY hEaRt sKiPz a BeAt a thOuSaNd tiMeSz aT OnCe iT SeeMSz --» aNd eVer tiMe you l0ok aT mEe ii hAvEe t0 teLL mAii seLf tO there`s a spot in my heart ' There's a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did.. and who ALWAYS will.. Why can't i stop thinking about you, dreaming about you, talking about you?
.iTS SiMPLY iNDESCRiBABL3 As perfect as I`m eva gunna be Twenty years from now I am gonna look back somewhere between the procrastination, the homework, the friendships, and the nasty cafeteria food, the calls to old friends, the i miss youu`s, and the i love youu`s, and what are we doing tonight`s? somewhere between all of the changed and growing and the skipping classes, the studying for tests, and the pretending to be studying for tests, and the downriight not studying for tests, i forgot.. i forgot what it meant to cry. i forgot that pretending to be happy doesn`t make youu happy. i forgot that pretending to be smart doesn`t make youu smart. and that pretending to be okay doesn`t make youu okay. i forgot that youu can`t just forget the past in fear of our future.. i forgot that youu can`t control falling ni love.. and that youu can`t make yourself fall in love. i learned.. i learned that i can love.. i learned that it`s okay to mess up. and it`s okay to ask for help.. and it`s okay to feel like crap.. i learned it`s okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day.. that somehow they`ll make it all better. i learned that sometimes the things youu want most youu can`t have. i learned that the greatest thing about highschool isn`t going to be who is most popular or going to the parties.. or the drinking not even the hook ups.. it`s the friendships.. which means taking chances. i learned that sometimes the things we forgive and forget are the things which we most need to talk out.. i learned that letters from friends are the most important thing.. and that sending cards to your friends makes youu feel better.. but basically, i just learned that my friends, both old and new, are the most important people to me in the world. <3 At times the days seemed so long. i thought I'd never make it through. Then suddenly out of a dream, i met someone like you. i had locked up all my feelings and thrown away the key, until your heart spoke a thousand words, i knew we were meant to be. When times turned rough and lonely and despair fell upon my face, you compforted me and kept me safe in that special loving place. You dont relize what you've done for me, but the way you've managed to steal my heart is what has set me free. You've givin me the feeling that no one else could ever change. Your love has touched a place in me i've always found so strange. It's as if you cut right out a spell cast upon my heart. because the crazy thing about it is ive loved you from the start. No one else in this whole wide world can touch the feelings that we share, to the seconds that i spend with you, nothing can compare. You've opened my eyes and touched my heart just enough to let me live..you've touched my world with majic and the kindness that you give. My heart was broken and i thought love was so far away, but you came into my life and showed me it would be okay. Like crystal clear blue waters, or magical sunset, that moment speaks a thousands words wich no price can be met. I wish i could just stop time and spend the whole night in your eyes, for when im done with you theres a feeling that i even cannot describe. Although my heart holds painful memories that will never be erased, you touch me with your love so strong it hides that lonely place. Heartbreak, loss, and misery were all I ever knew, until someone showed me happiness and that someone was you. Your fentale words and loving arms lift me up when i am down, and baby, with all you've done for me, you've turned my world around. Your love is so consistant likes the waves that break on shore, and with everyday, my love still grows, more and more. When broken dreams still fill my days and nothings going right you reashure me with your smile and give me back my sight. You sweep a cell across my heart like a breeze across a sea, and you fill my world with beautiful dreams and fillings meant to be. The way you live, the way you love, and even so much more. With every smile that you give your all that i could ask for. You are in every breath i take and every tear i cry. Your on every star i wish upon in the lovely sky. Every day with you is in heaven, like an angel from above, a million magic moments sent, to give you all my love. You are living proof that prayers and dreams really do come true, and i thank god with what special day he blessed my heart with you. I could speak of a thousand promises or even bet my soul, the rest of my life, i'll be touched with a feeling no one can control. Fate. destiny, or magic may be the reason that we met, but all i know is the days with you i'll never forget. Until the day i found you, i never knew a love so true, but from today until eternity, i swear ill be loving you.
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